Well, I was just thinking about that..

Maybe it bothers me so much, b/c I am and I don't want to be labeled that way. I know T has done stuff like make me promise I will be safe between appointments, given me his cell phone to call/text if I feel like I can't keep that promise, ok'ed two appointments a week for awhile.. So, in my mind.. I guess that means, he really thinks I am. I just wonder, of he throws the word around so loosley to make it feel like it not such a taboo thing. So, I can talk about it. I don't know just been something I have been thinking about.