I have become so socially awkward over the past few years. I don't know what to say to people or how to act. I try to be funny but it ends up hurting people. I just prefer to be alone then with people and my dad is a strong believer in social skills and behavior. but I just cant do it. I truthfully don't like people. I do talk to people from school threw texts and sometimes in person. but im more comfortable alone and that doesn't happen in school. I prefer to stay in my room where I feel safest. I want to socialize with people but I get really nervous and I start to sweat and stutter. its strange. I used to be a social butterfly but after my year with depression I found myself not knowing how to act around people. I mean I do go over the fire station and talk and laugh their but they are like family to. its just with people my own age. I don't like them. they are just to cruel and immature for my taste. its strange though
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