So good to see you on PC Crystal!
Happy to hear you are happily off your meds

they really are not for everyone, but doctors are not in the habit of warning us, because they gotsta keep the crazies off them streets!
My mum's friend also has to be med-compliant to keep her disability, so she collects her meds and sees her pdoc, but she flushes them down the loo
I felt worse on meds too, too many side effects, too little personality. I rediscovered Ophelia some months after quitting mine...
So happy for you and hope you go from strength to strength on this new path of yours