Hi Minefield, glad to hear you are doing well so far. One day at a time. Sometimes one hour, and if need be one minute. Hang in there, its going to get better. Woke up this morning and I was thinking how much things have changed in my life since I gave up drugs and alcohol. It feels so much better. You can do it! Anytime your lonely hang out hear, theres other lonely people who would love to hear from you. I will check in on you. Keep up the good work and post your feeling.