Hey everyone,
I have been doing a lot of psychological detective work regarding my past.
I actually broke down and called my mother.
It didn't go well.
I asked her about the public nudity abuses that she put me through. After an incredible amount of research into the mindset of the people in the era that I grew up in, I discovered it was something that she did to me because I was too sensitive.
She told me that my brothers we're already tough and she did this to me to toughen me up.
I told her I've had suicidal thoughts since I was 7 years old.
She literally told me to just put it behind me.
She never even apologized.
Unbelievable...
|