> #$@#$%@!!!! I just lost my whole post and now I have to start over.

I hate when that happens.

Im spending the weekend on chores and resting. Rest and eating is what I need most. Actually not doing it very well. I made it to the grocery store yesterday and managed to buy something I could cook. Didnt finish it and snacked on snickers and Pepsi.

I dont like moving around too much Saturdays. Get plenty of that during the week.

Been a long time since doing the friend get together thing. Ive gotten pretty used to spending time alone, actually like it quite a bit. I used to be very socially motivated tho so I understand your feeling.

Ive had to practice keeping the dark thoughts at bay a lot. Sometimes I think you just cant and maybe, really need to spend time with them so you can finally get to the center of it all. Those are hard times. Sending you wishes for easy times.