This is getting ridiculous. Ever since I've been in recovery, I cry at the drop of a hat - happy things, sad things - I cry.

But I've been crying pretty much non stop since my pdoc told me I needed to go into the hospital Thurs. night. I feel like I have 40 years of tears all trying to come out at one.

I look like hell, my eyes are all red and swollen, and my nose won't stop running.

I went to an AA meeting last night and bawled my way through the entire meeting - fortunately that's acceptable behavior at AA meetings.

But honestly, I wish I could just stop crying.

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