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Originally Posted by VenusHalley
I know I am blessed for what I have, but gaaaah, I wish I had less stress.
Looking for place to live (and most of places in Prague look like revenge of lower classes). Also... silly as it sounds... as much as I love Prague... I am bit afraid of her... she is intense and it will be interesting to live with all the history. And people.
Job hunting. I need self-confidence ASAP. ANd please please, I will be happy with a job of receptionist in some small cosy hotel. No need to save world for now (I would save people from tourist traps). Since I failed hypocricy 101, I have hard time pretending I wanna do most of the jobs.... and i cannot write "make up costs money" in CV.
Okay, enough joking... I am feeling desperate... and worthless.
And meanwhile I sit home, in small village, with cats and mom and it's driving me bit cray-cray. I used to love this place when grandparents were alive... but now it's so... empty. Strange. We so should get rid/sell some old stuff... but neither me or my mom want to dig through past.
whine, moan, whine, very white whine.
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You my dear are not desperate or worthless, from what i know of you from getting to know you on PC you are strong and independent. One who likes to take the world on face on and doesnt back down.You have your beliefs and you stick to them no matter what. It makes you a true person true to yourself. It sounds like you need to get out of this small town and find yourself again.
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