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I feel like hiding--especially from my son and daughter. It's not their fault but I just don't feel like being a mom anymore. I am so tired of always worrying about having food on the table and sometimes not having enough to buy my daughter clothes and stuff. My son is almost 25 and is going to move out soon, so that will help. And my daughter is almost 17, so I'll only be responsible for her onle more year--but I am so tired. There have been times when I have even thought about asking my sister if my daughter could just live with her until she's 18, but that would hurt my daughter terribly and only be adding a burden to my sister. I spend a lot of time on the computer and don't comb my hair or shower as often as I used to--just because I am so tired.
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