Hi shortandcute, i just wanted to send you some hugs and feel better wishes. Being responsible for two children and dealing with depression must be incredibly hard. I dont know if you have any support at the moment, but it sounds like you are on your own and having a very difficult time. To me it sounds like you are in desperate need of help. I would consider talking to your sister about her taking care of your daughter for a while, until you feel better. I think at the age of 17 she would probably be able to understand that you need to take care of yourself first, before you can take care of ayone else and that it doesnt mean you dont love her. Or alternatively she could go to your sisters' once or twice a week and thus give you some time for yourself. wishing you all the best