LadyRemy, you don't have anything to be ashamed of. There's nothing wrong with telling people how you feel. And although you are young and do not deserve the things you go through, pain does not discriminate. One of the things that makes that pain easier to bare is having places like this to be able to share your thoughts and feelings with others. And you may find that many people may be able to relate to the things you go through as well.

So don't feel awkward for doing this. It is good that you are here with us and we are happy to hear your story.