Feeling okay, but kind of alone and not sure what to do with myself (weekends/days off are kind of like that for me). I'm wanting to ask my friend to hang out tomorrow night and feeling anxious about it for some stupid reason. I always feel this way when asking this friend to do something. The worst he can say is no, and then we'll just do something another time. But I guess I feel like, when he says no, that I'm a big loser and he's so much more popular than I am and he just knows that I'm boring and have nothing else going on. ARGH, why do I have to think too much??