give me one good reason why i should pray. even when i ask people to pray for me, bad things happen to me instantly. seems like everyone else is just praying evil into my life. prayer sometimes makes things worse instead of better. i don't want to relapse into immoral behavior. I don't want to deal with the pain in this life. His message is just hard to live by. I don't want anyone to pray for me. All i need is practical advice. I am not proud. Seriously what's the point of praying if it's going to make others look down upon you? what's the point of praying if I'm keep failing? I don't want to fail. I want a quick fix to my problems now! I have gone through this for so many years and I have been trying to get rid of the things in my house so that it can make my life better. Now i feel like everything that I have been doing is all in vain. Prayer keeps me from saying waht I want. When I tell others not to pray, they go ahead and pray for me anyway. Why? Give me one good reason why I should stay a christian. Everybody in teh world hates christians. I don't want to go through tribulations. I have had a lot of depression problems already and to have others insult me is like adding more injury. I want to be free and i want all evil to just depart from me. I am done!