in other religions like judaism and islam, to worship Jesus is like worshipping a human being and all this tiem I feel like the reason I have been punished is because I have been committing idolatry. Maybe that's the reason I have not been able to break free from my addictions. Maybe that's the reason why God is upset with me and wants me to know that I should not "associate partners with God" (Islam). I have studied both faiths briefly and I have been wondering if that's why christians have been suffering for so many years. maybe christians have it all wrong. I hate it. I want to quit all religions whatsoever unless someone can prove me wrong!
religion consumes most of my time all i want now is an education and to heal my problem. religion cannot fix my problems. religion is a guide, not a problem solver.