I know the lost feeling, I was one of 10 and now there are just 2 of us left. I can't tell my wife the secret she wants me to be normal again. I go to work and Chris takes over and that is good the people there love him he is a great guy but I am dealing with other things. It is tough to not have anyone to talk to except inside. I am starting the self destructive behaviors again and not sure what to do about it. Yeah I am definitely a Large Penguin on the melting iceberg drifting out into the sun. Thanks for listening.
Tattooman