Plus I am here to come clean about what I did when I was in middle school. When I was in 7th grade there's this one teacher I had. I borrow a dictionary from him but never returned it. Eventually I began making marks in it and then i ripped out all the pages and never gave it back so every time I look up a word i would forget about it the day after and then later masturbation would come back to haunt me. You see, actions don't matter. Now I wish I can make restitution for the deeds that I have done. Plus before I got addicted to porn and masturbation, I would talk about them a lot and now guess what... I am addicted... you see, it's not just faith. it's your actions regardless of your beliefs.