"My mind does not change with the rising and setting of a few suns" - Thorin son of Thrain, King under the Mountain - from "The Lord of the Rings"

i know how you feel... trust me i do. but i think we could be stubborn enough to lead normal life... like the guys from beautiful mind,perception... shouldn't let our disease to limit us... i don't know if this is my mania talking but honestly i am so not in the mood to let this bipolar win... i am annoyed,extremely angry at how it wasted my time and i want vengeance,blood,revenge.... i don't care about money(not at this instance),house... not doing it for that... currently i just want what i always dreamed... not just because it is better life but because i can ... are you getting what i am saying...