I am feeling exactly the same way lately. It is just way too overwhelming for me to be dealing with a 15 year old with bipolar/adhd/severe anxiety and depression/ OCD and a 3 year old who is the picture of ADHD but cant be treated until she is 4. While i have my own issues that are slamming me right now. I dont even want to take care of myself never mind anyone else. But somehow someway i push thru my anger and depression and do the very bare minimum. But i am sending hugs to you as i know how you feel.