I just dont understand. SO many people here have had such horrible trauma and because of it they cut. I have had what most would call a perfect life. I cant cope with any emotional pain. A sad episode of Grey's Anatomy will make be literally feel suicidal It is so stupid. And I cut for everything and anything. And there is no good reason for me to feel like this. Why am I so weak? Why do I do this to my family... the money it costs them and the pain and I just feel so stupid for it all. And I dont know why I am like this.