Thoughts of hurting someone are pretty upsetting. In a way, they are more so than thinking of hurting yourself. Part of it depends on how far those thoughts are taking you.

In my twenties, when I used to drive for hours at a time at night, I used to follow people in their cars down lonely country roads, all the time thinking how easy it would be to kill them when they got out of thier car. They would never see it coming, and no one was around to see.

Obviously, I never did it, and I think it was just an outlet for the pain and anger I felt inside. Regardless of whether it is you or someone else you are thinking of hurting, if you think you are serious, please talk to a professional before something happens. Once you do something, its done and you can't take it back.

I hope you are feeling a bit better by the time you get this.

Sam2