i know people on this forum don't know me well so it is ok if you don't want to respond or anything .i don't have much to say exsept i want to SI. i havnt done it for about two months . sense before x-mas. it wasn't good .i think that is the reason my T put me in hosp. not sure but i know i will not tell her thistime

it is whatever. maybe i should e-mail her .even though i am not supose to