A face-to-face really isn't the issue. Talking to a therapist would be a face-to-face talk--that's still a complete stranger. I appreciate the response, but I am, in fact, worthless. If I had any value at all, I'd have one person in my life who cared enough to be there when I needed to talk. When people run, they pretty much tell you what your worth is. I have nobody. That means I'm worthless. I can't just be sitting here completely alone all the time and magically have all this value somewhere. Being alive, breathing, and human doesn't guarantee personal worth. Some people are actually worthless. I'm one of them.