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Originally Posted by TheRealFDeal
I had planned to take myself to a movie this evening, but at the last minute I backed out. I envisioned myself sitting alone in a dark movie theatre in a crowd of people who are with other people and feeling completely and utterly alone in the world. I'd rather be at home if I'm going to feel that way. And I do. I'm really struggling right now.
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the last few times ive gone to the movies, ive gone alone...and i cried in the movie theatre two or three of those times...and not because the movies were particularly sad. ((smh)). absolutely horrible. i went and saw 'hansel & gretel' recently and ended up having a cry during the commercials/previews. ((rolls eyes)) i dont know.
even when i am "doing" something that would otherwise be considered fun and entertaining, my emotional self cant stop feeling lonely and alone and missing something.