Trigger Warning- mentions blood, graphic



I have been restricting quite a bit the past few days and tonight I ate with the intent to purge. In the middle I notice blood dripping down my hands. I've had small amounts of blood before when purging but this was more than that. It freaked me out but, and here is the insane part i could not stop until I knew every last bit of food was out. Why wouldn't I take care of myself and stop there? I'm okay now, I know if it was a serious I wouldn't be here typing this out. I have T tomorrow night and am scared to bring this incident up. I already have been struggling with feeling so low this past week that I don't want this to sidetrack everything else. I am hating myself at the moment for making things worse for myself.