Amen. You could have been me with that thought some time ago, even now I feel like that at times. I wonder what the heck people are thinking?

Something Ive told myself, maybe you could try it too, is since I am so painfully aware of everything I see unhealthy and wrong and bad going on around me, rather than letting it beat me up, shouldnt I become involved in changing it in some way? If I let it drag me down and defeat me, havent I become just one more person contributing to it by either not doing anything or by becoming as angry and nutty as the rest of them? Not saying what you should do, just saying those were my thoughts about it.