I have 2 jobs back here at home and then I help my Mom with my little siblings and christmas prep. Ive been working my jobs and then before/after I help at home. I get up early and go to bed late and put in at least 4 or more hours of housework a day. But no matter what I still forget something or do something wrong... and I try so hard... and I dont want her to be mad. I just want her to love me.

And my anxiety is through the roof,

I make mistake... but I really dont do it on purpose. And I feel so bad... but she dosnt believe me when I apologize. And she never thanks me for all the work I do.

my Mom has all the signs of OCD.
Its hard to be around her because no matter what you do it isnt enough and you try hard but you never get it right. She freaks out about not being in control and so she homeschools us and has 5 kids plus then she has all these jobs because she cant let anything go and she freaks out about someone else being in charge.