Sorry you're having to deal with that all, I feel similarly in a lot of ways. I don't like the way some so called mental health 'professionals push drugs and it feels like they just keep cutting you off just to get a very basic amount of info so they can say 'well try this drug if you want to get better.' A lot of psych meds I've tried did anything but make anything better, I ended up commiting myself to a psych ward after giving klonopin a go. Then one of the meds they gave me there started having some nasty effects after I had gotten out....just glad the bad side effects didn't quite kick in while i was there otherwise I'd probably still be there.

I have to agree about the deranged society, I certainly don't like it either...in fact I am sure its a contributing factor in my depression. The only thing I can figure out to do for that is thinking of what could create a better society(though I certainly have no means to put any of it into action). People give me crap for being an idealist because I would like a less deranged society...well sorry for wanting some improvement. I mean it's no wonder quite a few people simply cannot handle it.

I can understand a lot of that frusteration, I don't really have much advice though because I haven't found a solution or peace of mind yet(if such a thing even exists).