I felt that way when I was younger, always in a relationship. Was married 3 times. None of them worked out because I was undiagnosed and they couldn't deal with my craziness. Can't blame them. Have been in a long-term relationship with a man that I used to live with, but living with someone doesn't work for me, either. I like being alone. I am comfortable with myself. As what everyone else said, can come and go as I please, don't have to answer to anyone, the only one I have to tell anything to is my son. Sometimes I even resent my relationship because he shows up unannounced and takes up my time that I planned to do something else with. Plus, I'm a miserable judge of character. Better off alone.