I know that I am in therapy for a reason and I understand that I am not how normal people are.

But, for the first time ever, my T described me as 'sick'. We were talking about my relationship with my mother and how if one is 'sick', the other stays 'sick'. She asked if I stopped being 'sick', what would happen to my mother and vice versa.

I understand the point she was making about my relationship with my mother, but she still called me 'sick'...a couple times.

Again, I know that there is a lot of **** in my head that's wrong. For some reason though, it really hurt when she said that. Now I can't get it off of my mind.

I guess I didn't realize that other people knew that something was wrong, even if it is my T. Maybe you all will read this and think 'duh! dumbass - what did you think you were in therapy for' and I totally agree with your response. Having someone call you 'sick' though, no one has ever done that, and it wasn't expected.

Does that make any sense? I don't know if I even understand it. Has anyone else felt like this before?