No CCTv is closed circuit televesion isn't it? I thought so, maybe its chineese then, but I was told its what I said, because they use it to track us, and the UK has more cameras than any other country and they can track a car journey from one end of the country all the way to the other by CCTV.

Because I grabbed the wheel and told her to change direction and we almost crashed and made us maybe die or get injured. Maybe she just got scared. She is probalby fed up. Of me. I dont blame her. I have ruined her life. I am useless. Pathetic. She cant take me to a shop without me causing more upset and problems.