I am just tired of me.

I haven't had a good relationship with me in a long time.

I'm tired of being the annoying person that no one likes spending time with. I'm tired of being the one who gets over emotional. I'm tired of being the one who feels can't share anything. I'm tired of being the one who always feels attacked. I'm tired of being ugly. I'm tired of of being tired. I'm tired of being the loser, loner, stressed out, not good enough one.... I'm tired of all critism and not living up to anyone's dream of me....

I try so hard to overcome these things, and it's like trying to demolish a mountain with a teaspoon.

Sorry I am sad but I am extremely sad but I feel manic and I'm on cough syrup which makes me loopy because I"m sick. But I am tired of being told that I'm not good enough. And then tired being told that my problems are worthless and not worth caring about. I'm just so tired!!!