I don't know, never thought about it like that? Sometimes things trigger me and takes awhile to get back in a peaceful mindstate. It just really threw me off and I'm still thrown off. My texts are dinging but I'm not ready to read her ******** right now. She's either apologizing or ripping into me. I woke up congested and caught a cold, feeling crappy, I can't take anymore of her criticism and negativity right now. I can't look at my phone yet, I don't want to know what she has to say. I haven't started crying yet, but I'm on the verge.