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Syra · Feb 18, 2013 at 01:26 PM

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Originally Posted by struggling2

Its just all really confusing to me. His weird reactions and then his swearing he never did. Just makes me feel crazy.

It sounds like a crazy-maker. I've had much less traumatic things drive me crazy in a similar manner. My therapist calling me (in an angry, unaccepting tone) arrogant and judgmental (while she is obviously busy knowing me better than me - which seems a bit arrogant - and judging me) and then getting angry at me because she thinks I think she is incompetent (which is unlikely to be true since I was fighting to work things out because I was sooo attached to her), and when I looked for a new therapist some didn't want to touch me because of this. And that was a crazy-maker. I couldn't make sense of it and I didn't know where to turn or who to trust. I've since been able to make sense of it. But I'm a long way from childhood, and my husband saw some of it and supported me, and my new T supports me, so it's not nearly as crazy-making as your situation.

It sounds like you are confused about what really happened - but not confused that something happened, and that your feelings are to be respected.