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Old Oct 07, 2006, 08:09 PM
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i just told my boyfriend today, that last night i cheated on him with someone else. i dont expect forgiveness, and i dont expect him to trust me. thats not what i should get. i just want to be able to still talk to him. no real relationship, no intimacy, just to talk like a friend. i just want to be able to call him every now and then. to be able to im him if i see him online. is it possible. thats all i want from him, and i think after as much as i thought i had given, and after all that he has given that i should deserve at least that, and he could deal with at least that. i dont know. help please.
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