I hear ya. I can eat absurd amounts of food. I ate a 3 egg omelette. 1 egg plus 2 whites and 1 1/2 ounces of cheese. I wanted another one as soon as I was done. But I had to, once again, become the food police. I am tired of being the food police. But when I do not do that, I end up ashamed of my body. So I have to deny myself the food I want. Constantly. It is a constant battle and deprivation. I want food all the time. I count the hours until I can eat lunch. Then the moment I am done eating lunch it starts again. I have 5 minutes of peace during the day. And 5 minutes at night. lunch and dinner. And neither one are as fattning and delicious as I would want. Its pretty horrible. But it is my addiction to live with. I keep it in check. But the cravings never stop.