My house has become very volatile between my husband & I because of my food intake or lack there of. He feels I'll die in the next few weeks because my liquid intake is 2-20 oz generally in the middle. My food intake isn't much better. I'm normal weight.

He's so hurt by this. He asked (after a huge fight over me isolating, ED) if we're over. I told him I don't know. I gave up my parents & siblings when I was younger for my ED. 13 years later I'm in the position that I feel pushed to choose my husband & son or my ED. It should be an easy choice but I told him when we met and it's always been a power struggle but never this bad. THIS ISN'T FAIR!!! I see and am honest with my T, I take my meds. WTF does he want from me? I'm trying, just because he knows changes nothing. I don't want to lose everything but I've choose ED over everything before and I'm not sure I'm past that. I don't want to hurt him the rest of his life and I don't want my son growing up in a bad environment but I love them.

Would you stay or leave? any other options appreciated?