I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE.

I was breaking down on a bus just a while ago. In front of people. I never ever allow myself to do that.

I'm too stressed and overwhelmed and I don't know what to do... I'm sorry for being me. I'm sorry for being a mess. I'm sorry for wasting people's time.

Maybe it would be better for me to just leave. I'm never going to get over this, I'm going to be stuck forever in this neverending cycle and I hate not being able to help anyone anymore.