Trigger for BP, eating disorder, and relationship issues.





















Trigger for BP, eating disorder, and relationship issues.


My meds were screw'd up for a bit leaving me isolating, violent, paronod, and SI'ing. My husband's meds were adjusted recently also. On top of all the stress with my son and grandma. My house has become very volatile between my husband & I because of my food intake or lack there of. He feels I'll die in the next few weeks because my liquid intake is 2-20 oz generally in the middle. My food intake isn't much better. I'm normal weight.

He's so hurt by this. He asked (after a huge fight over me isolating, ED) if we're over. I told him I don't know. I gave up my parents & siblings when I was younger for my ED. 13 years later I'm in the position that I feel pushed to choose my husband & son or my ED. It should be an easy choice but I told him when we met and it's always been a power struggle but never this bad. THIS ISN'T FAIR!!! I see and am honest with my T, I take my meds. WTF does he want from me? I'm trying, just because he knows changes nothing. I don't want to lose everything but I've choose ED over everything before and I'm not sure I'm past that. I don't want to hurt him the rest of his life and I don't want my son growing up in a bad environment but I love them.

Would you stay or leave? any other options appreciated?