I'm hoping I can get my sh** together. I've been a mess recently... Irritable and depressed mostly, over eating (gained 6lbs ) and I came really close to cutting a couple times.

Thing is I might actually be getting my transfer and moving with hubby and our son 3 hours away... Great opportunity to work at a high volume, high profile store...

I'm afraid when we get up there ill screw it up. I keep trying to convince myself when we move we can start over... I'll eat healthier, find a T,find a dr to get a physical and even see a dentist. But maybe it's wishful thinking. I can't stick to anything ever. I just really want this to work out for us.

I really want to make it on my own... My parents still have 3 other kids to take care of, I think it's time I finally leave the nest and try to live my own life...

But I'm scared.