Dear T,

I need you to want me to stay. I need to be important to you. I'm not, and it hurts. I'm so torn. Keep thinking about ending this but not sure what to do. Sometimes it seems like you don't know me at all, but I don't believe that could be true. You should know me by now.

PS: You should also know that I'm not a child who is easily fooled. I just get upset when the tension rises between us and I back down and let things go. Knowing full well the issue will raise its ugly head again.