Sleeping-T-Rex,

I can relate to how you feel exactly. I am going through the same exact things now. I too just want everything to stop. I too do not know how anyone can help me, and it doesn't seem that they can. Obviously I don't have any advice for you, and I guess it was entirely pointless for me to even post, but I just felt like posting because I am so miserable. Talk about lack of willpower, I find it hard to do anything myself. I've never been better (that is not a good thing) so I'm scared to get better in that way also. Hm, I don't know what else to say.