MF,

I also got rid of all my pipes, bongs etc. that is a great first step!! It was very hard for me to admit I can't keep a pipe for future use. I had to change people, places, and things. I've lost friends but made new, sober contacts. I know in my heart that I've an addictive personality and can not in anyway moderate my use. One hit, drink, etc will never be enough!! It's all or nothing. Keep up the good work!

TnT