hospital visits used to scare the heck out of me, because of the one flew over the coocoo's nest and it isn't anything like that anymore. i was hospitalized 5 times in the 1980's when it was worse, but my last stay in 2007 i didn't want to leave as i had made so many friends even with the workers. keep your head up and it is a courageous step you are taking, i commend you. i know this may sound stupid but ENJOY YOURSELF!!!!!!!!