I did read through everything that you posted and see myself in sooooooo many things. Do you know that the system here (maybe everywhere idk) won't charge him for domestic abuse (will probably never charge him with anything even if he kills me the way it looks to me) because we are divorced and live in separate residences?
anyway, enough about my sorry life, just wanted to say thank you for bringing up such an important issue. My hope is that someone here reading it will realize and try and get help.

Thanks again ((((((((((Sky)))))))))