(aplogies to Precious Things for the hijack but I have to say this)
Lola, do you think you might change your avatar? Please? When you post something like this ^ ^ and I see that poor lost soul, it breaks my heart. YOU are still here; YOU still have your shot at healing and life. I loved her too, I mourned her loss; you are not her.
BTW I find you brilliantly funny and loveable and would be honored to have you as a friend.
(end of hijack)

My avoidance, what is it covering up? The knowledge of myself as I really am; the SAWE that no one knows.