I can feel it. I just have no thoughts, feelings, emotions. I feel tired, low on energy and sleeping a lot again. I see my new Pdoc this coming Tuesday though so I look forward to that.

Also; I've been feeling really good the past couple of weeks, well up until the last few days. But I bought a little sports car, paid cash for it, but I bought it for something fun to drive. It's a 4 seater, I have a husband and 3 kids. I can still drive it some though. Then because it only seats 4 I almost traded in my paid off mini van for a new faster car. What is wrong with me?
I'm typically very anti debt. We pay cash for everything, the last time I felt like this I charged $1k worth of clothes on my charge cards. I thought I needed them at the time.

The spending is surely my BP talking right?