I was up front with my gyn about the dissociation because it normally happens there. I just told her how to try to bring me back. My pcp wasn't old directly, but found out through hospital records and such during that year I was in and out about a million times. Both were very understanding, though both appeared quite frightened by it. I think overall my gyn took it better (she saw me through some pretty rough stuff related to the abuse), but both took it in stride (at least in front of my face, I don't really care what goes on behind closed doors when I'm not there... ok, I do care, but I try not to)...

Thanks for that post. I am still trying how to describe it all to my current therapist (a student) and to any dr I may find down here...