Hello, Girl-Interrupted. You've been feeling very low - much lower than usual - for a few days now, yes?

I'm sorry about your grandfather. That loss on top of everything else...

Sure, you lack any feeling of personal worth, but I hope you can find the strength to do something good for you regardless of how you judge yourself. Is it possible to call someone who will listen and perhaps provide a place or a way for you to rest?

Please keep posting.