hm well past year ive had a lot of homicidal thoughts but i dont think thats something i could say right? cause ill be put in hospital. like i left the last one after 4 visits cause they asked me if i had a plan. they wanted to put me in hospital 2 weeks ago. thats when i last saw them and wanted to put me in 4 weeks ago when i felt suicidal. i quit feeling suicidal but i feel homicidal constantly. but if i had a pl_n i cant tell anyone.

and then like...other stuff thats not as bad.