Clinical depression and the depression that you can get is simular so I was wondering,

If you had a choice, would you rather be normal or have Bp? Im asking this because I've heard of people saying that would rather keep the condition because they can deal with the lows in their own way and wait for the happy highs.

I'm not talking about the fluctuating Bp where it's minutes but rather weeks or months at a time.

Everyone wants to be normal but for me, having depression, I would really wish that I had Bp because at least there's highs and people won't think that I'm just a grumpy worthless piece of shite all the time..